i had an appointment today with my consultant psychiatrist, and i found out by talking, things are exactly as bad as i thought they were. today i have felt numb. its been horrible, and ive wanted to cry pretty much all day. i try and put on a happy face for my family, but its hard to do that when things arent going well.
one thing i did learn today is that even thought im not at my greatest, im still happy with the meds im on. i think im more stable on these meds, i dont have the psychosis as much (just look at my earlier posts on here!).
i need a project. ive put my name down for an allotment. im hoping this will be the long term project i need.
just a short one tonight.