right. my sleep is messed up right now. well, i say messed up……..im sleeping far too much. today i got up at 12.45pm after going to sleep at about 11pm the night before. so, nearly 14 hours sleep. do you know what?! im still knackered. i couold sleep all thetime at the moment. i really do not have the mental energy to stay awake.
plans for today……..nope. this isnt good. i dont have the energy to plan, then focus to get through any activity, or even the focus to think about what i need to be doing. its also pretty difficult to do anything when you feel hopeless. whats the point of doing anthing anyway???
im going for a cigarette…..
i dont even have the energy to write on here today to be honest.