I’m sitting here thinking about the week ahead, and I’m dreading it. I’m going to be alone pretty much all week which isn’t good. I don’t know how I’m going to cope with it. I know I’m going to be lonely, and thats always bad. Loneliness pretty much always leads to depression for me. As for the past few days I’ve been tired. I became an uncle again, which meant a whole night of panic attacks worrying that I wasn’t going to be an uncle, and may in fact lose my sister. It was a nightmare. Turns out I didn’t have anything to worry about. Doesn’t stop me worrying still though.
I managed to get out of the house a couple of times this weekend though. Just went to the shop to play my game. Still an achievement though for me. Last time I properly went to the shop I had 2 panic attacks. Not this time. In fact, I had a really open discussion about mental health with someone which was good. It was refreshing for someone else to talk about mental health so openly. Thank you frenchie!
Anyway, I’m off now.