Life isn’t a job. No-one should have to work on life to be happy, but sometimes people have to.
I honestly think if i hadn’t worked as hard as i have to even be content with parts of my life i would even be here anymore. I don’t have a job so i can work on helping myself. I don’t make my life more complex than it is because i need to work on making the simpler things in life better for me.
I’m struggling to do this, but one day i hope it happens for me. Any job after this and any complexity of my life after this should be easier, and my success in creating a simpler life would be the biggest achievement of my life, bigger than anything else.