today started well.
i woke up and found out i have a job interview in a weeks time. this is a big deal for me. i havent been to a job interview in seven and a half years, which was for my last job. ive got all sorts going on with me. i dont know what to do with myself, my emotions are all pretty good, although i am nervous. i just think its nervous excitement i have going on though.
as soon as i found out i realised im completely ready to work. i believe ive played my cards right, ive chosen the right time to go back to work and test myself in this way again. this is something my mental health isnt getting the better of, its something im in charge of, and i will succeed.
What this has done is make me wash my shirts and trousers already. its a week away and im already preparing. gotta get my hair cut, trim the facial hair (i have a beard) and make sure i know where im going.
my interview is on May 4th, so im hoping the force is with me on the day.