sometimes its the smaller things that make me think more. maybe its the way someone acts when they're relaxed, perhaps when something isn't going as i planned in my head, or maybe its just a moments silence between talking. its amazing how something so little can affect me so much. the last few days have … Continue reading Maybe it’s self -“coping”.
ive been encouraged to write this evening. i was going to write at the beach this evening but i decided otherwise. the otherwise that i decided was to, instead, eat a whole tube of pringles, and i ate some jelly babies as well. so, from exercise to the munchies. i dont mind. ive done a … Continue reading Don’t let one night ruin a good week!
i always wonder if my mental health is affected by the way the world is. not just regarding politics and other government failings, im talking about how society is. now, in my head the social aspects throughout the world need to change. im of an opinion that people in the world (as a whole, not … Continue reading Rant about the human race.
ive been back where i live for about three hours and im already really tense. im so uncomfortable. i was really worried this would happen, i just didnt know it would be so quick. i need to maintain some sort of calm for the next few hours and i really dont think im going to … Continue reading Imprisoned once again.
the last few days have been down and then up. i was really struggling yesterday and the day before. i hit a low and wasnt happy about it. i was trying my hardest for the last couple of weeks, trying to maintain some level of composure. i did know it was only a matter of … Continue reading 20% battery.
well i didnt get my EEG today. i think i was supposed to but i dont know what happened. what i do know is they offered me a different date which will be posted to me (good luck) and im also going to have an MRI scan. even thought im having this done when i … Continue reading I’ve been snappy………not happy.
i stopped myself from writing on here earlier. i was full of angst, full of bad thoughts, and i thought writing it down would help but at the same time it probably wouldnt have made much sense. ive calmed down since earlier and thought id write now. things are difficult. im struggling with my mind … Continue reading A tipple for less trouble.