ive come for a longer walk today. i wanted to see if i could completely clear my head today, and so far its going well. im just relaxing, away form the house, away from my problems it seems. its a bit mirky on the beach today but i think its better that the beach is … Continue reading Skylarks sing, Seagulls are squawking.
im back at the beach for the second time today. i know i know, i cant stay away from here! ive decided to walk the cliff way this time instead of along the sea wall, i dont really fancy seeing the same part of the beach again, plus it looked less busy this way (it … Continue reading Sneaking….It scares me.
yesterday evening was a nightmare for me (if you read my previous post you'll know why) so i needed to clear my head this morning because i woke up with a busy mind. my mind goes at a million miles an hour a lot of the time and ive found a way to curb that … Continue reading Walking to a tidier mind.
oh well. i mean, im not offended, im not put off, i am upset though. i had built myself up to tell people i wanted to go to the family gathering next week and now its not best if i go according to family members. i mean, thats not great is it. my motivation was … Continue reading Even a little motivation isn’t allowed it seems.
i got somewhere a little further with my volunteering today. i got a call back from the person i called yesterday (and called today) and they said i can volunteer with them but i will have to wait until next week to find out exactly when and where, but im ok with that, its a … Continue reading Project 84, Hollyoaks (again), and motivation.
Right, the UK soap 'Hollyoaks' is running a storyline about schizoaffective disorder which will start just after easter and im not sure whether i should watch it or not. whenever an illness similar to the one i suffer from (or in this case the actual one) is portrayed on tv i get quite emotional and … Continue reading Hollyoaks and schizo-affective disorder.
while i wait for a call back from the volunteery people in regards to what im doing in April, while i await a call from anyone in fact, or while i wait for the day to end i am listening to music to cheer myself up, delving into my past catalogue of music in my … Continue reading Music = Today’s medication