I've had many situations in the last twelve months where I've somehow managed to segregate myself from any social life that I had. Last September my mood changed, worsened, and caused me a lot of problems. I lost friends due to conflict, I marginalised myself from a lot of my family, and as a result … Continue reading Getting a life.
well i didnt get my EEG today. i think i was supposed to but i dont know what happened. what i do know is they offered me a different date which will be posted to me (good luck) and im also going to have an MRI scan. even thought im having this done when i … Continue reading I’ve been snappy………not happy.
so i havent actually written on here for the last couple of days, this is partly because ive been lazy and partly because i wanted to just reflect on some good things and didnt want to write them down because i was worried it might all leave my head. i wasnt really busy on the … Continue reading I wouldn’t mind remembering yesterday.
ive decided that today im going to write as i go and write it all later (now). im doing this so i dont write loads of different posts today, ive been doing that a lot lately and i think i need to rein this in a little. the reason im doing my writing as i … Continue reading Head-work!
the weather is awful here today so i havent really been able to go for a walk. i know, the weather doesnt stop me usually but today i havent really got any motivation. today was a day where i didnt really want to wake up and instead i woke up fairly early. i have to … Continue reading The first two days don’t count.
ive been trying to find events to go to in the UK that are centered around mental health, you know, marches, conferences, things like that. i cannot find a single thing to do. now, i know there is one in my home county of Norfolk in just over a month and ill be attending this, … Continue reading I want to learn!
Wow! the sun seems to be bright today. ive got a beautiful view out to sea, its just got warmer, and im out of the wind. its perfect for writing. right, something has been bothering me the last few days. making up stories and scenarios in my head is one of the most annoying parts … Continue reading Bloody weather, and something that might help.
right, so i said i wasnt going to write again unless something went wrong. i wouldnt say anything has gone wrong but i did come under a lot of pressure and had a panic attack. as silly as it may seem, im scared of washing up, it petrifies me to do it, there are so … Continue reading Washing up and music (It’s more interesting than the title, I promise)
my post earlier was because something got me thinking about what its like being a guy with mental health issues. i thought i'd write something about it because i saw an article in the news about it and seeing as im a guy who has mental health issues i thought id write a bit. i … Continue reading Pointing my life in the right direction.
i think im appreciating smaller things in my life right now. me listening to music is helping me somewhat, after all i do like singing and it gives me an opportunity to open my mouth and make noise even when i havent had a person to physically speak to all day. its odd, but when … Continue reading Little things giving me a lift.