the last few days have been incredibly difficult. i imagine people will judge me for it, i imagine people will form some strong opinions against me because of the past few days as well. do you know what, i wont be able to change those opinions and views yet they have 0.1% of the information … Continue reading visual snow, aphantasia, opinion and weakness.
I always hope someone has that light bulb moment, it never happens. I suppose it isn't a light bulb moment if you've been told it already though...
hey guys. as you know im not afraid to talk about my mental health conditions, however what i am shit scared of is posting this next thing, its a beat poem (with no music obviously, because i am writing it on here), so i guess........just a poem on here. its called......life's over. here goes.......(sorry about … Continue reading Life’s over.
what are my worries at the moment? my biggest worry (and sorry if you read this) is that my heavily pregnant sister is going to have a still born child. i dont know why, im just worried its going to happen. i can see more heartache from this pregnancy than there has been. i did … Continue reading Today’s problems.
im tired. tired, and tired of a lot of things to do with my mind. so, ive been trying to keep myself busy by cooking. i made flapjacks, cider and dinner today. i also made a lovely soup. butternutsquash and lime soup to be precise. however, now ive run out of energy. my mind isnt … Continue reading Ladies, food, and independent dependency.
Just a shortish one as I'm on my phone writing this. Things aren't getting any better. Paranoia has set in now and that's never good. I'm gunna find it hard to sleep because of it as well which is t good either seeing as I didn't have much sleep last night. I'm low at the … Continue reading Sleep deprivation.
so, i said the other day that my post would be a one off. i have actually decided that im going to write every now and again though. so here we go. this post will mainly be about my weird thoughts that i have that i am fighting aganist at the moment. what i will … Continue reading Making sense of mad thoughts. Bad news.