I've been making lots of plans over the last couple of months. My will power seems to be quite good at the moment so I'm taking complete advantage of this. There are some plans I've stuck to, there are some I'm just starting on, and there are some plans I've got to get around to. … Continue reading Plans. Past, present, future.
I haven't written on here for a few months now, so I thought I'd get back to it. Things have been odd since I was last here. I was going through a really bad spell, nothing was going right and I was going through things I really didn't need to go through. I had a … Continue reading Things are looking good…
i stopped myself from writing on here earlier. i was full of angst, full of bad thoughts, and i thought writing it down would help but at the same time it probably wouldnt have made much sense. ive calmed down since earlier and thought id write now. things are difficult. im struggling with my mind … Continue reading A tipple for less trouble.
I need to start my day off with a walk more often. i woke up this morning feeling the same as i did yesterday. i felt down, alone, like a waste of space and time. i called someone to have a chat because i wanted something to do and someone to talk to. this was … Continue reading Walking into a good day.
its such a nice evening weather-wise so i decided to come to the beach and write this blog post. the weather has been particularly warm the last few days, and today was the hottest day of the year where i live. its been a scorcher really! my day didnt start off too well. i woke … Continue reading Paranoid problems. What’s even real?!
the past few days have been difficult for me. i havent been doing much practically but ive been having to do a bit mentally. ive been tired because of all the mental weights ive been lifting. i feel i need a boost right now and im not seeing one right at this moment. ive got … Continue reading High tide.
why does anxiety sometimes just make a jump on you? why does it not let you have a good time? why did it make me go home early today?!?! i went to a beach clean today at Sea Palling, a local beach of mine where about a million tourists and locals seem to go as … Continue reading Beach clean anxiety.