CPN, EEG, and a big change (probably)

well, i had a meeting today with a CPN (im pretty sure it stands for community psychiatric nurse) and someone else with him them, someone who was observing. it went alright. they said the same thing all medical people say 'you have a very good understanding of your illness'. i know i do, ive had … Continue reading CPN, EEG, and a big change (probably)

Life at the thud end. I know the pit has a bottom, it’s a long way down.

I try and grab onto all the positivity I see but sometimes it's hard for me to see. I see negativity in everything, I even see negativity that perhaps isn't even there. My mind will go through every single scenario, it will jump to the bad conclusions first, all of them. When I am hit … Continue reading Life at the thud end. I know the pit has a bottom, it’s a long way down.

‘So watcha want’…..to achieve the below!

volunteering interview tomorrow. i want the snow to completely hold off now until 11am tomorrow, i will be a lot happier with that. the same circle is happening that always happens as well. things get too much, nothing happens, i keep it quiet for a few months and then things get really really bad, someone … Continue reading ‘So watcha want’…..to achieve the below!

I completely forgot what i was writing about so wrote other stuff.

there are some things in life i think i need, but perhaps i dont actually need them. there are things that i cling onto in the hope that it will make things better, there are things that i think are a necessity in my life, and there are things i think are more important to … Continue reading I completely forgot what i was writing about so wrote other stuff.