Ive wandered back to the lake today. I decided it was too nice to see again, and it was quite a late night last night so I diddnt really want to go far. I started talking to a couple at the bar last night. I don’t think I was spoiling their valentines night, well……I hope … Continue reading Nothing in 6 either (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
Turns out my next stop is back at the hotel/inn/………….thing. annoyingly fifteen minutes after I started walking back the weather decided to clear up, I didn’t feel like going back again so I just carried on. I think I might go to Helmsley again this afternoon to visit a book shop, but I don’t know … Continue reading Seven minutes in heaven (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
what are my worries at the moment? my biggest worry (and sorry if you read this) is that my heavily pregnant sister is going to have a still born child. i dont know why, im just worried its going to happen. i can see more heartache from this pregnancy than there has been. i did … Continue reading Today’s problems.
right, its mental health week, and i have no idea what im going to do for it. i thought i'd start by writing on here. first i want to say just how fantastic how our royals are starting a new campaign for mental health. they do so much, and now they've taken on something close … Continue reading mental health awareness week!
last nights sleep was dreadful. i had frank breathing down my neck for ages, it was horrible, scary and fully blown psychosis. what on earth do i do in these situations? this time i just his under my covers and hoped he would go away. every time i looked he was there. i personally have … Continue reading Secret psychosis.
so, i havent written on here for a few days. to be honest im trying to remember if anything has happened, and yes it has! my psychosis is playing a bit part in my life at the moment. im seeing things out the corner of my eye. i mean, i know what im seeing, im … Continue reading say whhaaaaaat?!
So, ive had deja vu about 5 times in the last couple of days. i dont know quite what this means, but i know its related to my illness in some way. its such a weird feeling as well. im not talking about the matrix deja vu (where you see something twice in such quick … Continue reading Deja vu, part 2!