sometimes I just wanna go out and buy a pack of twenty L&B cigarettes and smoke the whole lot. sometimes the urge to smoke is so huge it seems like the only solution to my incessant mind. My mind feels like its been taken over by some devilish entity that only wants to destroy me, … Continue reading Smoking Urges and Schizophrenia
Luck isn't something I have a lot of. I wouldn't consider myself a lucky person, in fact I would consider myself quite an unlucky person. I would however say I've been lucky this October. In previous years Octobers have been a horrid time. I first told someone about my Mental health issues in October 10 … Continue reading Support, Not Suicide. I’m Very Lucky.
Three and a half weeks. Well, just over that time. I haven't smoked for this long! I've been vaping which is something i'm not too keen on, I mean, is vaping bad for you? I reckon its gotta be better than smoking. Anyway, I've almost made a complete transition to no nicotine. So today I … Continue reading I think i’m in control of this mess!
ive been encouraged to write this evening. i was going to write at the beach this evening but i decided otherwise. the otherwise that i decided was to, instead, eat a whole tube of pringles, and i ate some jelly babies as well. so, from exercise to the munchies. i dont mind. ive done a … Continue reading Don’t let one night ruin a good week!
eating cake makes you gain weight. who knew?! the reason i say this is because i weighed myself today. its about a week and half after the last time and ive put on a whole pound! im not fussed by this, my eating hasnt been great the last week and a half, i mean i … Continue reading Heavy mental health.