YAWN! trying to ignore my brother while starting this. baked some cakes today, which was ok. just trying to keep my mind focused. i dont quite know what im going to write on this blog. i suppose i have got one question for those who read my blog. if you want to, can you tell … Continue reading well…….what do you think?
what are my worries at the moment? my biggest worry (and sorry if you read this) is that my heavily pregnant sister is going to have a still born child. i dont know why, im just worried its going to happen. i can see more heartache from this pregnancy than there has been. i did … Continue reading Today’s problems.
right, im having paranoid thoughts about people spying on me at the moment. BIG BROTHER! there are people i know who i feel are spying on everything i am doing, whether its on the internet, whther its in real life, and im worried about it. i mean, i dont do anything wrong, but im sure … Continue reading Big brother.
Just a shortish one as I'm on my phone writing this. Things aren't getting any better. Paranoia has set in now and that's never good. I'm gunna find it hard to sleep because of it as well which is t good either seeing as I didn't have much sleep last night. I'm low at the … Continue reading Sleep deprivation.
so i saw a meme on facebook today which told me to live with what ive got and cherish it, because somewhere else someone is taking their last breathe. this is ridiculous, absolutely. that person who is taking their last breathe may have had a wonderful life..........mine is actually shit. i would trade memories of … Continue reading reasons to be cheerful? nope, cant think of any.
i thought id write another one of these today, as i have stuff to say i guess. im starting something that i hope to pursue for a while now (and ill need a while as well) because im going to try and lose some weight. i am currently..........i dont know how much i weigh actually, … Continue reading My life, now.
Hello! i havent been here for a bit. thought i would spread my damaged wings and write some m,ore about my illness. well, this is my most difficult month of the year, and no matter how little i think about past octobers, its still always bad. let me fill you in on some stuff that … Continue reading Sorry if this upsets people. i need to relieve some stress and burden.
Just a short one today as im extremely tired. I had barely any sleep last night. the reason for this is because my sister and brother-in-law were having a baby. At just after 4am (and after a lot of complications) my sister gave birth to baby Merlin James Hodson. so proud of them both for their … Continue reading New life. Old emotions. do i? Don’t i?