I feel like this is almost like the start of a new year. I've had my holiday, now I need to look at achieving some new goals in my life. I suppose these are sort of like new years resolutions. This time last year I gave up smoking, and in turn, stopped self-harming, so I've … Continue reading New Years Resolutions.
My first full day of not smoking is coming to an end. I've done really well today. Sure, I've been grumpy, I've had a bit of trouble keeping my head from making up scenarios, but I've spent the day without cigarettes. I had a conversation with a family member which also made me decide on … Continue reading Malfunctioning? Not so much.
I've been making lots of plans over the last couple of months. My will power seems to be quite good at the moment so I'm taking complete advantage of this. There are some plans I've stuck to, there are some I'm just starting on, and there are some plans I've got to get around to. … Continue reading Plans. Past, present, future.
ive been encouraged to write this evening. i was going to write at the beach this evening but i decided otherwise. the otherwise that i decided was to, instead, eat a whole tube of pringles, and i ate some jelly babies as well. so, from exercise to the munchies. i dont mind. ive done a … Continue reading Don’t let one night ruin a good week!
Again i don't have anything specific i want to write today, ill just see where this takes me. thinking over the past few days as to what i've been up to. work, sleep, wake, repeat. i have been enjoying a bit of television as well. i'm sure i'll find out my emotions over the last … Continue reading I love food!
So, i've just had a shower (i know, too much information) to wash the day off of me. a pretty grubby day to say the least. It all started last night and first thing in the morning. i barely slept all night. i don't know what it was but all my past memories got me … Continue reading Grubby, stinking work!
So, the last few days have been soppy and ridiculous. i hate feelings, bad ones anyway, but what are bad feelings? I'm sitting here listening to music. soulful music, slow, soppy music, and its really affecting my emotions. i get sad, but i like it. its not sadness from my illness, loss of a loved … Continue reading Mr Motivator!