YAWN! trying to ignore my brother while starting this. baked some cakes today, which was ok. just trying to keep my mind focused. i dont quite know what im going to write on this blog. i suppose i have got one question for those who read my blog. if you want to, can you tell … Continue reading well…….what do you think?
so i saw a meme on facebook today which told me to live with what ive got and cherish it, because somewhere else someone is taking their last breathe. this is ridiculous, absolutely. that person who is taking their last breathe may have had a wonderful life..........mine is actually shit. i would trade memories of … Continue reading reasons to be cheerful? nope, cant think of any.
i almost reached my state of.........well i dont know the word, but i almost reached the stage where my mind goes blank, i lose control of my senses. its dangerous because i cant talk to anyone, i cant focus on anything, only after a little while of it i can use the rest of my … Continue reading Falling away.
right, its not often i get on my high horse, but something thats really been bugging me over the last...................year, i'd say a year, is facebook memes. these are pictures with so called 'philosophical' bullshit written infront of them. there is one person in this world that posts them all the time, and they get … Continue reading facebook memes, and……sometimes that rhymes with memes???
last nights sleep was dreadful. i had frank breathing down my neck for ages, it was horrible, scary and fully blown psychosis. what on earth do i do in these situations? this time i just his under my covers and hoped he would go away. every time i looked he was there. i personally have … Continue reading Secret psychosis.
so today has been a good one. i ppromised my self i would publish my book in the beginning of 2016 and i have. i have achieved something! this is BIG! you know, if one person reads it, and it helps one person, i will be soooooo pleased! someone who i dont know has already … Continue reading Excitement! i hope it lasts!
Hey! so my book has been published as i said yesterday! here are the links to my book. UK link: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Insight-view-into-my-mind-ebook/dp/B01CD6LXO0/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1456838252&sr=8-3&keywords=insight%3F US link: http://www.amazon.com/Insight-view-into-my-mind-ebook/dp/B01CD6LXO0/ref=sr_1_8?ie=UTF8&qid=1456838365&sr=8-8&keywords=insight%3F please take a look!
So today i have the psychosis hangover i usually get. ive got a massive headache. right behind my left eye, where i always get it. ive got to stop bingeing on psychosis, it really isnt good for my brain!!! HA! if only i could control it. so yesterday i wrote about what it feels like … Continue reading Pet hates, and headaches.
Right, so i was having quite a horrible conversation today. horrible because today i confirmed something i never wanted to confirm. i've talked about it in the past to a couple of people and i still thought there was some certainty in the opposite of what i was talking about. I can't have children. im … Continue reading no kids, no money, no hope?
So, after a loooooong time, im back. so much has changed since i last wrote on here, and im not going to go through it all. some of it will crop up though as i write. Mental health awareness week this week and i cant think of a better time to start writing on here … Continue reading Ready, Set, Reset!