who am I? This is a question I've been thinking about just recently. It's not a hard question for me to answer.......when I'm asking myself, but what if someone asked me? this is where I struggle, and this is because I don't want to tell people about me. Sure i'll tell people about the standard … Continue reading Why I Don’t Have a Life.
I wanted to start this by trying to tell you I don't communicate information very well, so I thought i'd just blurt it out like I've just done. My blog really helps me say stuff. It really helps me get a bit of something out into the world. I have a couple of people I … Continue reading Crummy Communication.
I've had many situations in the last twelve months where I've somehow managed to segregate myself from any social life that I had. Last September my mood changed, worsened, and caused me a lot of problems. I lost friends due to conflict, I marginalised myself from a lot of my family, and as a result … Continue reading Getting a life.
My first full day of not smoking is coming to an end. I've done really well today. Sure, I've been grumpy, I've had a bit of trouble keeping my head from making up scenarios, but I've spent the day without cigarettes. I had a conversation with a family member which also made me decide on … Continue reading Malfunctioning? Not so much.
ive been encouraged to write this evening. i was going to write at the beach this evening but i decided otherwise. the otherwise that i decided was to, instead, eat a whole tube of pringles, and i ate some jelly babies as well. so, from exercise to the munchies. i dont mind. ive done a … Continue reading Don’t let one night ruin a good week!
this is one of the rare times where i believe listening to myself is probably the best thing to do. i rarely listen to myself because i can get caught up in things that arent real. i dont usually make a lot of sense to myself, and ive done things in the past where ive … Continue reading Listening to myself. It’s all making sense…….this time!
i suppose today has been OK. i went for a walk today which was nice, i didnt really want to be there, i was paranoid someone was following me the whole time, and every time i came across a person i worried that they were just thinking bad things about me, and thinking of bad … Continue reading Recovery college, wildlife, and dogs!
"just one text from a friend a day can pick your whole day up". i wrote this in my last blog post. i wrote about how i dont have this, today it happened though. i got dressed from my PJ's because i wasnt in the mood to get dressed, i was getting dressed to go … Continue reading These things help, they’re lovely.
last night bothered me. it was last night when i told someone (before i wrote it on here) that ive been struggling the last few days. i didnt like admitting it to someone but it was beginning to get a bit obvious. i was talking on this blog about the things that werent wrong with … Continue reading Life, out of my control.
I should say that I may not be plagued by a lot of paranoia but emotionally I'm getting a bit messed up. It all started three days ago for no specific reason. I dunno what's going on, I just need to sort my head out. I need to escape from bad stuff again. I dont … Continue reading No hiding my emotional problems.