well, i had a meeting today with a CPN (im pretty sure it stands for community psychiatric nurse) and someone else with him them, someone who was observing. it went alright. they said the same thing all medical people say 'you have a very good understanding of your illness'. i know i do, ive had … Continue reading CPN, EEG, and a big change (probably)
ive actually written quite a lot today, its probably nothing anyone will ever see. it all started off because i needed to distract myself so i gave myself something to focus on. so in three hours i wrote about 7000 words. im not sure how much that is when you look at it physically, let … Continue reading ‘Humans’
Things happened today. a bit of half and half. i had to go to the doctors this morning because my rash is starting to come back, and that needs nipping in the bud straight away. i am not having that come back. i dont think this doctors appointment will help though, it quite happily spread … Continue reading Busy day for me! Life’s a thing isn’t it!
ugh! life eh! in the last couple of days ive been making worse thoughts in my head than are needed to be there. i mean, i do this all the time but these ones really are not ones i usually create. for some reason im purposely taking excitement out of small things so that i … Continue reading I don’t even know what to title this! Head stuff!
so, i think my place of writing on here lapsed last year. i didnt pay enough attention to it and perhaps this had an affect on me. i know that writing on here really helps me, so i should pay more attention to this. ive applied to volunteer doing the same thing as when i … Continue reading Fence sitting and small target hitting.
So, ive gone away for a few days. Im currently at the Fairfax arms in north Yorkshire, and its lovely! I just had my dinner and ive had a few drinks, and everything is merry. The people here are really nice and my room is massive (way more than I can afford, but who cares?!). … Continue reading Top of the pops! (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
So this blog post ive written by hand. This is the first time ive ever done this which is exciting, but im not great at transcribing from paper to computer so its probably going to take me a while ERGH!!!! Here we go….. Things make me think of stuff. So today I went for a … Continue reading Song Two (the Michael Buble getaway eight) pictures arent up, its 00:48, leave me alone.
Ok, im back. So now I will write about Helmsley castle now, but first ill just say my lunch was nice. Yes the weather was horrible and I did eat outside, but I ate there no less. I went to a little bakery (not momma’s little bakery (friends joke)) and I had a pasty and … Continue reading No good songs with a three (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
Morning! Im currently sitting beside a beautiful lake, half of which has iced over. As the ripples of the non-iced part of the lake move towards me it looks like the ice is moving like a dancing leaf on water. Theres a swan doing ‘swan things’, a couple of brent geese and to my amazement … Continue reading Four minutes (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
Theres a new guy working behind the bar. Hes new to me anyway, I imagine hes worked here for a while. Oh yeah, im back at the Fairfax now, I have a soft drink and peanuts (why not) and im writing this. While I was walking back I realised that the paranoia im getting at … Continue reading 5,6,7,8! (only 5) (the Michael Buble getaway eight)