Twenty past eleven at night and this is my last blog post of this stay. Have a feeling this might seem like some weird acceptance speech, but I’ll try and make sure its odd and try not to sound like a just won an award. Wow, I didn’t prepare a speech or………………no no, no Oscar … Continue reading Me and Mrs Jones, my favourite Buble cover (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
so my head is being very annoying today. its starting to delve even deeper into the constant thoughts im having. i try to fight all of them off but i cant because of whats going on. 'how widespread is this?' 'who knows?' 'am i safe anywhere anymore?'. these are ones im fighting with at the … Continue reading A box of coffee chocolates.
I'm rubbish and sorry.
so, ive writtten something, but before i write it on here i want to just say something first. i find ignorance the biggest stigma attached to mental health and it just makes me feel 110% worse when i come across it, and believe it or not, that is every single day of my life. this … Continue reading i said i might be back.
sorry i havent written on here for a while. ive been busy with my mind. ive been gradually getting sicker and sicker. ive managed to stave off as much of it as possible recently, but its really getting to me now. i started self harming again a couple of weeks ago (ish) and i really … Continue reading The dog farted…………oh, and i’m in turmoil!
im sitting here watching the vicar of dibley, and im thinking. my life is empty. i mean, there is stuff in my life. you know what...........i'll start again. i need some closeness in my life! i dont feel close to anyone or anything. i feel distant from everything. i want some closeness in my life. … Continue reading messed the beginning up!
so, im going to write a little bit more today, because i need to. yesterday's blog post was a bit of a lie. i want to move on with my life, but i dont feel like i am. i know what i want, what i need, what i know i should do, but im not … Continue reading lies, and self obsession.
Yes, i know, i have completely neglected my blog, and this will change. i have many excuses including moving house, going back to work, and yes, i'm just a bit rubbish at committing to things. anyway, this is my update to that interesting story called life....starting with....... I've moved house! i now live on my own … Continue reading blog neglection, and stuff i don’t tell people.