right. my sleep is messed up right now. well, i say messed up........im sleeping far too much. today i got up at 12.45pm after going to sleep at about 11pm the night before. so, nearly 14 hours sleep. do you know what?! im still knackered. i couold sleep all thetime at the moment. i really … Continue reading Lack of energy.
YAWN! trying to ignore my brother while starting this. baked some cakes today, which was ok. just trying to keep my mind focused. i dont quite know what im going to write on this blog. i suppose i have got one question for those who read my blog. if you want to, can you tell … Continue reading well…….what do you think?
what are my worries at the moment? my biggest worry (and sorry if you read this) is that my heavily pregnant sister is going to have a still born child. i dont know why, im just worried its going to happen. i can see more heartache from this pregnancy than there has been. i did … Continue reading Today’s problems.
im tired. tired, and tired of a lot of things to do with my mind. so, ive been trying to keep myself busy by cooking. i made flapjacks, cider and dinner today. i also made a lovely soup. butternutsquash and lime soup to be precise. however, now ive run out of energy. my mind isnt … Continue reading Ladies, food, and independent dependency.
right, im having paranoid thoughts about people spying on me at the moment. BIG BROTHER! there are people i know who i feel are spying on everything i am doing, whether its on the internet, whther its in real life, and im worried about it. i mean, i dont do anything wrong, but im sure … Continue reading Big brother.
Just a shortish one as I'm on my phone writing this. Things aren't getting any better. Paranoia has set in now and that's never good. I'm gunna find it hard to sleep because of it as well which is t good either seeing as I didn't have much sleep last night. I'm low at the … Continue reading Sleep deprivation.
right, so im slipping away a little bit now. im all out of my comfort zone whereever i am, whatever i do. its a nightmare because i am not enjoying myself at all. infact i am a little depressed to be honest. im struggling a lot. im lonely, lonely all the time. i had a … Continue reading Slipping, and no one wants to pick me up.
so i saw a meme on facebook today which told me to live with what ive got and cherish it, because somewhere else someone is taking their last breathe. this is ridiculous, absolutely. that person who is taking their last breathe may have had a wonderful life..........mine is actually shit. i would trade memories of … Continue reading reasons to be cheerful? nope, cant think of any.
i thought id write another one of these today, as i have stuff to say i guess. im starting something that i hope to pursue for a while now (and ill need a while as well) because im going to try and lose some weight. i am currently..........i dont know how much i weigh actually, … Continue reading My life, now.
i did something the other day that i thought i could never do. no, i did not lick my elbow! it all started on saturday morning. i was going to a tournament for a game i play called Magic, the gathering. everyone there was on their A game, it was intense, and serious stuff. in … Continue reading Panic attacks?! Pfft, they can do one!