Life at the thud end. I know the pit has a bottom, it’s a long way down.

I try and grab onto all the positivity I see but sometimes it's hard for me to see. I see negativity in everything, I even see negativity that perhaps isn't even there. My mind will go through every single scenario, it will jump to the bad conclusions first, all of them. When I am hit … Continue reading Life at the thud end. I know the pit has a bottom, it’s a long way down.

‘So watcha want’…..to achieve the below!

volunteering interview tomorrow. i want the snow to completely hold off now until 11am tomorrow, i will be a lot happier with that. the same circle is happening that always happens as well. things get too much, nothing happens, i keep it quiet for a few months and then things get really really bad, someone … Continue reading ‘So watcha want’…..to achieve the below!

The wait for therapy is back on…..

after months of trying to get some sort of therapy session my first appointment for tomorrow has been cancelled and cant be rearranged yet. this is not good. i dont know if you can tell from my previous posts, but i feel like i am going to explode with frustration. ive got so much on … Continue reading The wait for therapy is back on…..