well i didnt get my EEG today. i think i was supposed to but i dont know what happened. what i do know is they offered me a different date which will be posted to me (good luck) and im also going to have an MRI scan. even thought im having this done when i … Continue reading I’ve been snappy………not happy.
im all prepped. i think ive done everything i need to do for tomorrow. for some reason something ive never really been nervous about is job interviews. ive never really had too much trouble composing myself for them once im in there. the bit ive always had trouble with is getting the motivation to get … Continue reading It’s better now.
right, so i said i wasnt going to write again unless something went wrong. i wouldnt say anything has gone wrong but i did come under a lot of pressure and had a panic attack. as silly as it may seem, im scared of washing up, it petrifies me to do it, there are so … Continue reading Washing up and music (It’s more interesting than the title, I promise)
while i wait for a call back from the volunteery people in regards to what im doing in April, while i await a call from anyone in fact, or while i wait for the day to end i am listening to music to cheer myself up, delving into my past catalogue of music in my … Continue reading Music = Today’s medication
So, it was a nice day today and i had to drive in it. this reminded me that i need to get some tunes for the car for the summer! ive given the list of songs some thought and ive got myself twenty-six awesome songs from my past for a summer playlist and its....... diverse. … Continue reading This summers music, after a single sunny day in 2018.
i tell you what, when you find music you really appreciate things become a lot easier in life, it sings the right things to you. while i was at home i thought id reach for the pen and paper and do some writing. ive never written while in this house though, we'll see how it … Continue reading Future love, future thoughts.
i think im appreciating smaller things in my life right now. me listening to music is helping me somewhat, after all i do like singing and it gives me an opportunity to open my mouth and make noise even when i havent had a person to physically speak to all day. its odd, but when … Continue reading Little things giving me a lift.
yes it snowed quite a lot so my reason for being in the house is a valid one for today. my interview got postponed because of it, and it sounds like its going to be pretty naff in the U.K for a few days yet. another music day for me today. ive started to remember … Continue reading Music in the snow.
volunteering interview tomorrow. i want the snow to completely hold off now until 11am tomorrow, i will be a lot happier with that. the same circle is happening that always happens as well. things get too much, nothing happens, i keep it quiet for a few months and then things get really really bad, someone … Continue reading ‘So watcha want’…..to achieve the below!
i reckon this a little more positive today. it seems ive arrived late to an album that's been out for months now. i havent listened to Paramore much in the past but every now and again i would hear a song from their newest album on the tv or radio and think 'this is pretty … Continue reading THAT question!