the last few days have been down and then up. i was really struggling yesterday and the day before. i hit a low and wasnt happy about it. i was trying my hardest for the last couple of weeks, trying to maintain some level of composure. i did know it was only a matter of … Continue reading 20% battery.
why does anxiety sometimes just make a jump on you? why does it not let you have a good time? why did it make me go home early today?!?! i went to a beach clean today at Sea Palling, a local beach of mine where about a million tourists and locals seem to go as … Continue reading Beach clean anxiety.
right, so i said i wasnt going to write again unless something went wrong. i wouldnt say anything has gone wrong but i did come under a lot of pressure and had a panic attack. as silly as it may seem, im scared of washing up, it petrifies me to do it, there are so … Continue reading Washing up and music (It’s more interesting than the title, I promise)