Its no surprise to those people who know me that I've been doing quite well lately. My mental health is playing ball at the moment which is the best thing. I mean, it's been playing balls for the last few months. Giving up smoking tested my mental health, and Christmas had a go as well, … Continue reading Schizophrenia and dating?
im feeling a little lonely today. ive got the whole wanting a relationship head on. im being silly i know but at least im thinking about something other than self obsessive crying to myself about how my head isnt as good as id like it to be. i think not having much social life in … Continue reading ‘That’s what friends are for’
i tell you what, when you find music you really appreciate things become a lot easier in life, it sings the right things to you. while i was at home i thought id reach for the pen and paper and do some writing. ive never written while in this house though, we'll see how it … Continue reading Future love, future thoughts.
Life isn't a job. No-one should have to work on life to be happy, but sometimes people have to. I honestly think if i hadn't worked as hard as i have to even be content with parts of my life i would even be here anymore. I don't have a job so i can … Continue reading The biggest goal in a few words.
so my head is being very annoying today. its starting to delve even deeper into the constant thoughts im having. i try to fight all of them off but i cant because of whats going on. 'how widespread is this?' 'who knows?' 'am i safe anywhere anymore?'. these are ones im fighting with at the … Continue reading A box of coffee chocolates.
I'm rubbish and sorry.
im sitting here watching the vicar of dibley, and im thinking. my life is empty. i mean, there is stuff in my life. you know what...........i'll start again. i need some closeness in my life! i dont feel close to anyone or anything. i feel distant from everything. i want some closeness in my life. … Continue reading messed the beginning up!