I feel like this is almost like the start of a new year. I've had my holiday, now I need to look at achieving some new goals in my life. I suppose these are sort of like new years resolutions. This time last year I gave up smoking, and in turn, stopped self-harming, so I've … Continue reading New Years Resolutions.
sometimes its the smaller things that make me think more. maybe its the way someone acts when they're relaxed, perhaps when something isn't going as i planned in my head, or maybe its just a moments silence between talking. its amazing how something so little can affect me so much. the last few days have … Continue reading Maybe it’s self -“coping”.
I try and grab onto all the positivity I see but sometimes it's hard for me to see. I see negativity in everything, I even see negativity that perhaps isn't even there. My mind will go through every single scenario, it will jump to the bad conclusions first, all of them. When I am hit … Continue reading Life at the thud end. I know the pit has a bottom, it’s a long way down.
so, ive writtten something, but before i write it on here i want to just say something first. i find ignorance the biggest stigma attached to mental health and it just makes me feel 110% worse when i come across it, and believe it or not, that is every single day of my life. this … Continue reading i said i might be back.
sorry i havent written on here for a while. ive been busy with my mind. ive been gradually getting sicker and sicker. ive managed to stave off as much of it as possible recently, but its really getting to me now. i started self harming again a couple of weeks ago (ish) and i really … Continue reading The dog farted…………oh, and i’m in turmoil!