sorry for writing so many posts yesterday. it felt like i flooded WordPress with my goings on. ive been a bit more restrained today and now im only writing for the first time. i went for a different walk today. i went to the woods near me, it was nice. im pretty sure there was … Continue reading Easter at the woods.
friday nights sleep did not go to plan. i got zero sleep friday night and it wasnt nice. i managed to stay awake for a while after, i didnt really feel sleepy until about 4pm saturday and then i got hit hard. i dont like getting no sleep at all because it completely messes with … Continue reading 34 Hours without it!
Well, I'm up at 2.40am. Lovely. I'm wide awake as well and it doesn't please me in the slightest. Thumb twiddling while I lay in bed pretending I'm sleepy. Classic sleep for me. It's OK though because in five days I'll get a load of sleep! For no other reason than I haven't got enough … Continue reading No sleep till Melbourne.
ergh! a busy day yesterday obviously means my life wont let me have a good nights sleep. last night i slept for seven hours, i know, its not that bad, but i wouldnt mind some good sleep after a busy day.anyway, not that im up i suppose i can talk about my busy day. yesterday … Continue reading What’s my mood again?
i think im appreciating smaller things in my life right now. me listening to music is helping me somewhat, after all i do like singing and it gives me an opportunity to open my mouth and make noise even when i havent had a person to physically speak to all day. its odd, but when … Continue reading Little things giving me a lift.
to my bemusement i have actually lost weight (sort of). at the beginning of December i had lost over a stone (15lbs to be exact) in weight. i got physically rather ill after this and managed to put on 20lbs in the same time it took for me to lose 15. well, ive managed to … Continue reading Silly sleep and the weight of my lifestyle.
hey guys. as you know im not afraid to talk about my mental health conditions, however what i am shit scared of is posting this next thing, its a beat poem (with no music obviously, because i am writing it on here), so i guess........just a poem on here. its called......life's over. here goes.......(sorry about … Continue reading Life’s over.
last nights sleep was dreadful. i had frank breathing down my neck for ages, it was horrible, scary and fully blown psychosis. what on earth do i do in these situations? this time i just his under my covers and hoped he would go away. every time i looked he was there. i personally have … Continue reading Secret psychosis.