I need to start my day off with a walk more often. i woke up this morning feeling the same as i did yesterday. i felt down, alone, like a waste of space and time. i called someone to have a chat because i wanted something to do and someone to talk to. this was … Continue reading Walking into a good day.
today im writing outside because its just so beautiful. im just staying in the back garden today, mainly because im too tired to actually go out. i didnt write anything yesterday due to the fact that i was busy. i did a lot of walking. i was with a friend. yes, you read that correctly, … Continue reading Un-sleeping paranoia. Give me a break!
as its warm and i have a little bit of motivation today i decided to go for a walk on the beach, something i havent done for a few days, and quite a while since i did it on my own. so, here i am now. ive stopped at the spot where i usually write, … Continue reading Battery reset.
i suppose today has been OK. i went for a walk today which was nice, i didnt really want to be there, i was paranoid someone was following me the whole time, and every time i came across a person i worried that they were just thinking bad things about me, and thinking of bad … Continue reading Recovery college, wildlife, and dogs!
"just one text from a friend a day can pick your whole day up". i wrote this in my last blog post. i wrote about how i dont have this, today it happened though. i got dressed from my PJ's because i wasnt in the mood to get dressed, i was getting dressed to go … Continue reading These things help, they’re lovely.
im back to where i live now. i had a nice few days away, which were relatively stress free, much less stressy than my usual day to day life, and theres reason for that. ive been for my walk today, this one was back at the beach. i kept catching myself losing track of what … Continue reading Do I care if I die?
ive been for a lovely walk today, ive had a bath (TMI) and im just sitting relaxing. well i say relaxing, my mind is a bit fast today but i think its because of what i wrote earlier. im just fascinated by my own mind and others like it. i mean, why wouldnt i be … Continue reading Big skies.
ive moved about a bit from yesterday morning. ive decided to keep my momentum going. sunday provided me with some motivation so ive decided to go and stay with some of my family. its proving good, ive currently got some food i made cooking in the oven. im making bread pudding, something ive never made … Continue reading Momentum and motivation.
so i havent actually written on here for the last couple of days, this is partly because ive been lazy and partly because i wanted to just reflect on some good things and didnt want to write them down because i was worried it might all leave my head. i wasnt really busy on the … Continue reading I wouldn’t mind remembering yesterday.
well today was not a walking day. i went to walk but the sea was scarily high and i didnt fancy going for a swim. the sea was literally over the promenade i walk along which is about five metres about the beach, it was high! i took pictures of course, i did take the … Continue reading Doing and not doing……….stuff.