well, i had a meeting today with a CPN (im pretty sure it stands for community psychiatric nurse) and someone else with him them, someone who was observing. it went alright. they said the same thing all medical people say 'you have a very good understanding of your illness'. i know i do, ive had … Continue reading CPN, EEG, and a big change (probably)
today is a bad day so far for me. im having to fill out for ms i really shouldnt be filling out, its stressing me out like mad and its difficult. was hoping someone would help me but no one seemed interested in helping me, oh well. last night i started to feel quite lonely … Continue reading Society stresses me out!
Things happened today. a bit of half and half. i had to go to the doctors this morning because my rash is starting to come back, and that needs nipping in the bud straight away. i am not having that come back. i dont think this doctors appointment will help though, it quite happily spread … Continue reading Busy day for me! Life’s a thing isn’t it!
ugh! life eh! in the last couple of days ive been making worse thoughts in my head than are needed to be there. i mean, i do this all the time but these ones really are not ones i usually create. for some reason im purposely taking excitement out of small things so that i … Continue reading I don’t even know what to title this! Head stuff!
so, i think my place of writing on here lapsed last year. i didnt pay enough attention to it and perhaps this had an affect on me. i know that writing on here really helps me, so i should pay more attention to this. ive applied to volunteer doing the same thing as when i … Continue reading Fence sitting and small target hitting.
so my head is being very annoying today. its starting to delve even deeper into the constant thoughts im having. i try to fight all of them off but i cant because of whats going on. 'how widespread is this?' 'who knows?' 'am i safe anywhere anymore?'. these are ones im fighting with at the … Continue reading A box of coffee chocolates.
I'm rubbish and sorry.
................................so, where am i? well, i still have rash problems now (just incredibly dry skin, and a bit of irritation) but it also skips past a lot of other problems if i stopped with this. in november i decided to keep my mental health problems to myself (which obviously meant everyone thought i was fine) … Continue reading 90 days in 54 minutes (2)
I haven't written on here for quite a while now, what is weird, is that four years ago today i wrote my first blog post on here. i didn't know this until i just logged on and it told me. interesting. there is a good reason i am writing on here right now, my life … Continue reading 90 days in 54 minutes (1)
so, i havent been well the last few weeks, and i thought id come on here to write about it a bit. as well as other stuff thats been going on with me. people who read this will know by now that i have mental health issues. i suffer from schizo-effective disorder. its not the … Continue reading six letter scary words!