The last few days have been interesting for me. They've made me think about a few things, made me re-evaluate some of the thoughts I've been having, and some of the goals I need to create for myself. For the first time in just under a year I've been out somewhere unfamiliar, talking to people … Continue reading Bigger goals.
this is one of the rare times where i believe listening to myself is probably the best thing to do. i rarely listen to myself because i can get caught up in things that arent real. i dont usually make a lot of sense to myself, and ive done things in the past where ive … Continue reading Listening to myself. It’s all making sense…….this time!
yesterday was difficult for me, very difficult. ive got a hangover from yesterday, my mind isnt really there in that place i wouldnt mind it being in. i did go for a walk this morning with a family member which was ok for me but it only washed away part of my problem. i did … Continue reading Mental health hangover.
well, i had a meeting today with a CPN (im pretty sure it stands for community psychiatric nurse) and someone else with him them, someone who was observing. it went alright. they said the same thing all medical people say 'you have a very good understanding of your illness'. i know i do, ive had … Continue reading CPN, EEG, and a big change (probably)
Life isn't a job. No-one should have to work on life to be happy, but sometimes people have to. I honestly think if i hadn't worked as hard as i have to even be content with parts of my life i would even be here anymore. I don't have a job so i can … Continue reading The biggest goal in a few words.
Things happened today. a bit of half and half. i had to go to the doctors this morning because my rash is starting to come back, and that needs nipping in the bud straight away. i am not having that come back. i dont think this doctors appointment will help though, it quite happily spread … Continue reading Busy day for me! Life’s a thing isn’t it!
So, ive gone away for a few days. Im currently at the Fairfax arms in north Yorkshire, and its lovely! I just had my dinner and ive had a few drinks, and everything is merry. The people here are really nice and my room is massive (way more than I can afford, but who cares?!). … Continue reading Top of the pops! (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
So this blog post ive written by hand. This is the first time ive ever done this which is exciting, but im not great at transcribing from paper to computer so its probably going to take me a while ERGH!!!! Here we go….. Things make me think of stuff. So today I went for a … Continue reading Song Two (the Michael Buble getaway eight) pictures arent up, its 00:48, leave me alone.
Ok, im back. So now I will write about Helmsley castle now, but first ill just say my lunch was nice. Yes the weather was horrible and I did eat outside, but I ate there no less. I went to a little bakery (not momma’s little bakery (friends joke)) and I had a pasty and … Continue reading No good songs with a three (the Michael Buble getaway eight)
Morning! Im currently sitting beside a beautiful lake, half of which has iced over. As the ripples of the non-iced part of the lake move towards me it looks like the ice is moving like a dancing leaf on water. Theres a swan doing ‘swan things’, a couple of brent geese and to my amazement … Continue reading Four minutes (the Michael Buble getaway eight)