Just recently I've been struggling to get out of bed. Usually this would be because i'm not feeling great and my mental health has deteriorated a bit. But this time it's because i'm tired. I'm tired because I've been busy, but what is 'busy'? have I really been busy, or am I just using what … Continue reading A Week of Fatigue From a Single Days Work.
today started well. i woke up and found out i have a job interview in a weeks time. this is a big deal for me. i havent been to a job interview in seven and a half years, which was for my last job. ive got all sorts going on with me. i dont know … Continue reading May the fourth be with me!
beyond my best judgement ive decided im going to start applying for a job. im not going big, only part time, but i need to move the boundaries of what i think im capable of right now. sure i think im not completely ready, but something thats been nagging in my head is that maybe … Continue reading Small big steps.
Life isn't a job. No-one should have to work on life to be happy, but sometimes people have to. I honestly think if i hadn't worked as hard as i have to even be content with parts of my life i would even be here anymore. I don't have a job so i can … Continue reading The biggest goal in a few words.